CAN YOU WALK ON WATER?

 When was the last time that someone tried to scam you? We seem to be besieged with emails and phone calls from people who promise us everything from thousands of dollars to avoiding a prison term simply by providing them with some personal information or a little cash. So, we have by necessity become a nation of skeptics. Our mantra is "If it seems too good to be true, it probably is."

This mindset is a necessary survival tactic when dealing with anonymous phone calls and offers that come to us out of cyberspace. But in the realm of faith this skeptical attitude wreaks havoc, and has been doing so for thousands of years. The gospel story for this Sunday, Aug. 9, gives us a striking example: the story of Peter walking on the sea until he starts to sink and Jesus has to quickly reach down and pull him out of the waves (Matt. 14:22-33).

THE EAGER STUDENT

I read somewhere that in Jesus' time when a young man wanted to become a rabbi, he would find a rabbi that he respected and would ask to become his student. The rabbi's students learned by imitating everything their teacher did: how he sat, how he ate, how he spoke and walked. They tried to act like him in every possible way.. 

So, here's Simon Peter, a student of Jesus. When he sees Jesus walking on the waves, he wants to imitate his rabbi by doing the same. He asks permission, and Jesus says "Come!" Imagine Peter's excitement as he steps out of the boat and finds that the water supports his weight! To  his amazement he begins to walk on the water just like huis Master! So far so good.

We remember what happens next: Peter begins to hear the roaring of the wind and see the towering waves around him and begins to be afraid. "This can't be real! This is too good to be true!" he thinks. And at that moment he begins to sink beneath the angry sea. 

As Jesus hauls his soaked apostle out of the water he says to him "O you of little faith! Why did you doubt?"

MAKE UP YOUR MIND!

I want to look with you at Jesus' question, "Why did you doubt?" The Greek verb that is translated as "doubt" is "distazo." It's made up of the familiar prefix di-, meaning "two," and the root "stasis, to stand." Our Lord, then, is asking Peter literally: "Why were you standing in two places at once?" 

What a powerful image! Peter believes two contrary things at the same time: He believes that Jesus is able to make him walk on water, but he also believes that human beings cannot walk on water. He is, as it were, standing in two places at the same time. He is overcome by doubt, and, predictably, begins to sink.

I think that this attitude of "doubt" is at the root of most of our faults and sins: We think that Jesus' promise to be with us always is too good to be true, or that his statement "My grace is sufficient for you" may not be quite true. It's as if one side of us suspects that Jesus's promises are a hoax, so we better not rely on them. We lose our nerve, and we turn to other means to achieve security or satisfaction instead of waiting for God to fulfil his promises. And that's the definition of sin.

Simon Peter is a good patron saint to pray to when we start to lose confidence in God's promises and are tempted to look elsewhere to satisfy our hopes and desires. 

Saint Peter, who stood in two places at once, pray for us!  

IT'S IN YOUR HANDS

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The Gospel for this Sunday is Mt 14:13-21, Matthew's  account of the miracle of the loaves and fishes . It begins this way:

When it was evening, the disciples approached him and said, “This is a deserted place and it is already late; dismiss the crowds so that they can go to the villages and buy food for themselves.” Jesus said to them, “There is no need for them to go away; give them some food yourselves.” But they said to him, “Five loaves and two fish are all we have here.” Then he said, “Bring them here to me,” and he ordered the crowds to sit down on the grass. Taking the five loaves and the two fish, and looking up to heaven, he said the blessing, broke the loaves, and gave them to the disciples, who in turn gave them to the crowds.

It's in Your Hands...

Meditate for a few minutes on the word in bold type above, Jesus' command to his disciples, "give them some food yourselves.” Of course, Jesus must certainly know that they don't have any food with them. So what's behind this strange request? In the context of the story, it turns out to be a challenge. a sort of prophecy of what they'll be doing for the rest of their lives as apostles, namely sharing with others out of their own nothingness, the Good News of the Kingdom. They have no training, no particular aptitude for the task, and yet they are sent out to give to the world the priceless treasure of the Good News.

In troubled times when you and I afraid that we’re at the end of our strength and can’t do any more, the Lord asks us to give Him the little that we have; he then blesses it and gives it right back to us to use, especially to use for helping others. 

With the arrival of the new freshmen and the start of a new school year this past week, I couldn't help thinking back to the summer of 1973, when we re-opened St. Benedict's Prep with incredibly thin resources on every front. The best we could do was to place our dream in God's hands, trusting that we were doing what He as calling us to do, that we were hearing Jesus say, "give them some food yourselves.”

May this miracle story give us the courage to hand our weaknesses and faults to Jesus with the expectation of getting them back transformed!

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EMPTY-HANDED

In this Sunday’s gospel, Jesus tells three parables of the kingdom. The parable about the merchant in search of fine pearls who finds the pearl of great price. 

Then there’s the fellow who finds a treasure buried in a field, and goes and sells everything he has to purchase the field. The third one is slightly different. It’s the one, you may remember, about the net cast into the sea that brings in all sorts of fish, and the man has to sit down and sort through the fish, keeping the good ones and casting the other ones aside. 

Jesus ends this short series of three parables with a question: “Do you understand all these things?" What's behind his question?

I think that his idea is that none of these parables, especially the first two, ends when someone discovers a valuable pearl or a hidden treasure. That’s not the point of these parables. 

No, the point is that each of these people then has to act. More than that, in fact, he has to give up everything to possess the pearl or the treasure. And it’s this giving up part, I think, that Jesus is referring to when he asks his disciples. “Do you understand all these things?“ Do you understand what it will cost you to possess the kingdom?

In the first two parables we are given models of people who give up everything for the sake of the Kingdom. They sell everything they have!

So these two parables pose a real challenge for you and me. I feel blessed that the Lord has called me to belong to the Kingdom of Heaven. But, h ow much am I willing to give up in order to enter the Kingdom? I can’t just walk in as my old self, with my old attitudes towards possessions, with my judgments about other people, and my selfishness, and so forth. 

The parables challenge you and me to let go of all of those things in order to possess the Kingdom, the pearl of great price, the treasure that is ours for the taking.

Let us ask the Lord, who promises us the Kingdom, to give each of us the strength to let go of everything else so that we can join Him in the Kingdom of Heaven.

I saw this little incident on the bus the other day as I was returning from an errand. 

As I climb up the steep steps onto the bus, I immediately see this tiny lady, easily ninety years old, sitting in the first seat right behind the driver. In front of her is a four wheel upright shopping cart filled with all sorts of things.

Since I’m walking with my cane, I’m happy to plop myself into an empty seat nearby. After a few blocks we come to the bus stop at the corner of Broad and Market, and she gets to her feet and, pushing her cart in front of her, she makes her way slowly past the driver and stops at the edge of the steep steps.

Then the next thing I know she is starting to step backwards down the steps toward the street, leaving her cart at the top step, but holding onto it. Although I get the impression that she has done this many times before, this is starting to look like a potential disaster. She reaches up and starts to tug at her shopping cart. I feel helpless because I am in no physical condition to go over and help her.

Suddenly, a young passenger in his twenties steps forward. Putting both hands on the cart, he says something to the old woman as she continues to back down the steps holding on to it.

Here is where it gets interesting The more she holds on and tries to help, the less able the fellow is to be of any help to her.

Then she seems to realize that at this point she is better off letting him take the whole thing, and so she lets go. The young man then lifts the cart easily, as if it weighs nothing, and carries it down and places it gently on the sidewalk in front of the woman.

It was one of those lovely little moments that warms the hearts of everyone on the bus or waiting to get on. The Kingdom breaks in on us when we least expect it.

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In a few minutes the bus drops me off at the corner near the monastery in time for Midday Prayer. Right after that I have to celebrate the 12:15 mass. The gospel passage is Matthew 11:28-30, which begins:

“Come to me all who labor and are burdened, and I will give you rest.”

As I proclaim these verses, the image of the old lady and her shopping cart comes to mind. And I remember the lesson that the woman learned: The fellow who was trying to help her with her burden couldn’t really do much for her until she let go of it.

I suppose I'm like that too. When I bring my troubles and burdens to Jesus I have to let go of them myself. It doesn’t do for me to come to Him with my problems but then still try to hold onto them.

Let's face it: It's hard to simply let go of these things and and entrust them to the Lord. Do I really believe that the Lord can lift these things from me as easily as that young man on the bus lifted that cart so easily down onto the street?

Jesus invites us in this gospel verse to hand over all of our problems to Him and let Him worry about them. That is such a beautiful offer, isn’t it? 

Yet I always have such a hard time letting go!

PEACE OR THE SWORD?

The gospel passage for today, Monday, July 13, begins with a surprising statement from Jesus: 

"Do  not think that I have come to bring peace upon the earth, I have come to bring  not peace but the sword." (Mt 10:34) 

 It seems to me that Our Lord s warning us that as his followers we cannot just coast through life, making peace with the world and everything it stands for. We need to stand over against our materialistic, egocentric, earthbound culture. We're called instead to be countercultural. Here are a few thoughts to ponder

St. Paul warns the Corinthians that "time is coming to an end" (1 Cor 7:29), and tells them to act accordingly: If you're single, don't get married, if you're married then stay that way, and don't get too wrapped up in the affairs of this world (1 Cor. 7:29-31)

Then comes the verse that has kept me reflecting this week: 

"For the world as we know it is passing begins wi away" (v 31).

The Greeks says "For the schema of this world is passing away." The Greek word schema means the external form or appearance. What is it, then, that's passing away? In our passage, schema doesn't refer to the physical form of the earth but to the way of life in the world. As one commentator notes, "The reference is primarily to culture rather than to physical form." So a more helpful translation might be something like "the way of life in this world is passing away."  

Lately it seems that our "world," which has banished God and the notion of Ultimate Meaning from the discussion, is showing signs of coming apart. In the material world which has substituted money, possessions, power and prestige for God, look at the amount of hatred that gets spewed every day into our cultural atmosphere, or the anger, violence and intolerance that crowd the front pages of our newspapers each day. Ask yourself, "How well is this schema of the present world working?" "Does it leave us with a sense of meaning and direction in our lives?" 

According to the schema of this present world I may be quite successful, with lots of money, popularity and material stuff (the very things that Paul tells us are passing away).

This schema-without-God, however, always leaves us in the end wishing for more. That's because we're made for more, so much more!

Jesus preached the arrival of a new schema, which he called "the Kingdom of God." This Kingdom has little to do with our possessions, our power or prestige. Rather it exists in the spaces between us, in our relationships with others. What characterizes those spaces, those relationships in my life? Is it control? Impatience? A sense  of superiority? These are not what the Kingdom is made of. The Kingdom of God, which will replace the schema of this world, is, of course, about Loving one another. "The Kingdom of God is among you, it exists in the spaces between you."

Did you ever stop to think that of all the virtues he could have preached, Jesus constantly stressed love of neighbor, and made it the one criterion for entry into the Kingdom? He was always teaching us about love because that is who God is, because that is what the Kingdom is. We are created in the image of God, a God who is Love, who is Intimate Relatedness (the mystery of the Trinity). So to the extent that we fall short of selfless vulnerability and self-sacrifice we're falling short of being our true selves, and are failing to build up the Kingdom here and now. 

So, if you act as a true follower of Jesus, as a member of the Kingdom, of this new schema that is breaking in on the world's present schema, expect to be seen as an oddball. In the 1970's the oddballs were called "countercultural" (civil rights protesters, draft card burners, hippies and so on). The New Testament gives us the blueprint of the new schema and invites us to live in a way that is "countercultural." You can easily fill in the content of this alternative schema, since you've been hearing it and reading it in the gospel your whole life. The Schema of the Kingdom of God will last forever, and will be around long after the sad schema of the present godless world has passed away. 

Our Father in heaven, may thy Schema come! 

FLYING LESSONS

A week ago, our Abbot Emeritus, Melvin Valvano, passed away at the age of 87. Although he'd been ill for some time and his death came as no surprise, I've been really sad this whole week. His funeral will be on Tuesday morning, July 7. One of his favorite sayings was "There are no coincidences." Well, then I'll consider it a gift of God that the gospel this  morning contains this passage (Matthew 11:28-29):

"Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened,
and I will give you rest.
Take my yoke upon you and learn from me..."

Besides being a beautiful comfort to me at this time (just a coincidence?) these words of Jesus reminded me of the legend of the birds, which gets retold in various forms. Here's the way I used it in a previous post I hope you enjoy it.

WOES AND WINGS

Among all the creatures that God created, the birds were feeling sad and disappointed. They felt as if they had been gypped: they couldn't run as fast as the dogs, nor could they climb trees like the squirrels nor even jump the way the frogs could. The problem was that each bird was weighed down by these two big useless things on its back; its wings made it the clumsiest and most awkward of all God's creatures.

So the birds got together and walked in a big group to God to complain. They presented their case: they'd been treated unfairly by being weighed down for no reason with these stupid wings that kept them from running and jumping and climbing like the rest of the animals. When he heard their complaint the Lord smiled and said: "Ah! I see you haven't yet figured out how to make use of your wings!"

So the Lord patiently taught the birds how to stretch out their wings and flap them up and down; in no time the birds caught on and were soaring through the air and filling the skies with their cries of praise and thanks. Far below them the other animals gazed up enviously at their friends who now could do something that none of the rest of them could do. The birds had turned their burden into a glorious gift.

CHECK YOUR SHOULDERS

This was the legend that came to my mind as I read Jesus' invitation to to people who are "heavy burdened." You go to the Lord and complain about the burdens on your back that are weighing you down. The Lord smiles and says "Ah! I see you haven't yet figured out how to make use of your wings! Those problems are my unique gift to you. If you learn how to use them well you can use them to fly to the heights. They can take you to places you can't even imagine. The choice is yours: Are your troubles going to remain simply woes or will you use them as wings?"

All of us have experienced being weighed down by grief, disappointment, physical pain and so on. In some cases it takes a long time before we figure out how to use these terrible struggles as wings. But our faith assures us that this is what they are meant to be, and that sooner or later through the merits of Jesus' own suffering and death we will be saved by them. We will be "lifted up" just as the Son of Man was lifted up through his sufferings.

So the next time you're feeling heavily weighed down by the burdens of life, try checking your shoulders - you're probably sprouting wings.

Eternal rest grant unto Abbot Melvin. O Lord, 

and let perpetual rest shine upon him!

WHERE'S THE KINGDOM?

 These two guys are walking down the road together. Suddenly one fellow says to the other: “Hey look at the dead bird!“ His friend immediately stares up at the sky and asks “Where?“

Jesus’ listeners have the same problem, it seems. When he announces “The Kingdom of God is that hand!“ they all begin to ask “Where?” In the Gospel of Luke (17:21) Jesus has to tell them not to go looking around for the kingdom as if they hope to find it someplace. The Kingdom of heaven, he tells them, is, in the original Greek, entos humon. 

One translation of this phrase is “within you.” Some folks like the sound of this: the kingdom of God is inside you.” Did you ever meet someone who thought that they had captured the kingdom of God inside of themselves?” They usually think that they are somehow well, better than the rest of us.

Jesus warns all of us against this delusion when He says, “Do not judge others.” Matthew’s Greek uses five words based on the verb “to judge” all in just two sentences! This makes me think of someone who goes through life constantly judging, judging, judging.

 Our Lord also warns us not to be too concerned about fixing other people, not to be so preoccupied with finding splinters in other folks’ eyes that we miss the plank in our own.

A really interesting warning is the one that says “For the measure with which youmeasure will be measured out to you.” We might rephrase that to read simply, “Do not measure!” Two chapters earlier Jesus tells us to “be perfect as your heavenly father is perfect.” The New Jerusalem Bible translates this verse correctly in its context: “Set no boundaries on your love, just as your heavenly Father set no boundaries on his love.” 

When Jesus talks about measuring, then, He’s telling us “do not measure out forgiveness toward others, unless you want God to put limits on his forgiveness toward you.”

Let’s return to our translation of that Greek phrase entos humon. But this time we can use the alternate translation that clearly must be what Jesus has in mind: “The Kingdom of God is among you.” That is, it exists in the spaces between you and your brothers and sisters!”

So you have to ask yourself: What characterizes the space between me and my spouse? Is it patience and kindness? Or is it something not worthy of the Kingdom?

Or what about the space between me and my fellow office workers? Is it filled with helpfulness and a pleasant attitude? Or is it perhaps constant judgment?

 Or what about the space between me  and, say, a salesperson in the store who has just made an honest mistake on the computer? Is it filled with a calm, patient attitude? Or am I unpleasant and show my frustration?

These are precisely the “spaces” where the Kingdom of God exists, the everyday spaces between me and my fellow human beings.

And Jesus has given you and me the responsibility for how those spaces get filled. Iam responsible for whether or not the Kingdom comes on earth.

So, each time we pray the Lord‘s Prayer and utter the petition “Thy Kingdom come on earth as it is in heaven,” let’s be sure we understand what we’re saying: It means that we are accepting the responsibility for making the Kingdom a reality in our lives. 

May the Lord keep helping us to fill those spaces 

with the love and the joy of the Kingdom!